Wednesday, September 09, 2009

What's the word?

Why i do always end up doing different from what i always wanted to do. May be not always, but most of the times. This moment's just one of those times. For the last few days, the only thing that's been on my mind is to paint something. That's about it. I don't do a thing about it.I haven't even reached to the brushes that are at an arm's distance from me. Literally, even now, at this moment as am typing this message, i could have done it. But i wouldn't. I just watch the 'Calendar Girls' on television.

But the thought, it never leaves and the hand, it never goes beyond the remote. If i really like to do something, what's stopping me from doing it. What's the word? Why do i revel in just keeping the thoughts alive?

6 comments:

Mallikarjun said...
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Mallikarjun said...

you are bloodless...thas the word.. cheppey vallu leru raa neeku hmmm...

raji said...

Maybe this bit of info will make you feel better. Once the master watercolorist Andrew Wyeth said he painted more often in his mind than on paper. In restrospect, it is true atleast for me. So, don't worry. The flow will come.

swats.... said...

lazy

Subba Reddy said...

A mere lack of motivation. [;)] Blog raastunnavu kabatti laziness kaadeemo.

Ramya said...

That word is so common and its steps ahead than the other words in my dictionary, You might have understood it very well, I am visiting my/your blog after 2 mons I guess :)